Those Who Bother Not to Question

First of all, the most important thing you need to know: I LOVE YOU! If that makes you feel uncomfortable (perhaps out of envy that I refuse to let the never-ending fear of expressing it suffocate me any longer?), then just think of it as ‘I CARE ABOUT YOU SIGNIFICANTLY’.  I love EVERYONE, or at least I have always wanted to and am now trying (or allowing myself) more than ever before (I haven’t actually even tried all that hard before, so that seems to increase my chances of succeeding), and my number one goal in life now is to express my reverent and caring feelings with many and more, including of course by doing all I can to help in various ways (tons of ways, the more the better), not the least of which is to help people who are afraid to express such warm sentiment (of varying degrees) with their voices and faces to actually do so, consistently. I think most will agree that when you lack the courage to do that, you aren’t being your authentic self and are holding back out of excessive consideration (which I call shame), and optimal joy is ever evasive! So gosh damn it, let’s just freaking open our hearts, one small step at a time if we’re that horrified, and start to heal one another and let go of our legendary addictive resentments, however justified they seem. Really, all of us know deep down that once you take the cringe-causing risk enough times with the right people, you will feel so fortunate and thrilled that you will refuse to let fear stop you any more, at least to anything like the degree that it used to.

I’m a person who’s been addicted to amusing distractions (especially videogames and imaginative fictional literary and film drama) forever, but have now successfully evolved past them with my desire to learn! What I most want to focus on is constant and ever increasing awareness of the things which can improve one’s being, such as cognitive exercises, optimal nutrition, taking the initiative to do proper research before making assumptions (9/11 for example), and being able to think of the best things to talk about with people (because let’s admit it– many or even most of those things don’t even occur to people in the moment). These are, needless to say (or maybe it does need to be said), things that everyone should share with one another!!

Discipline (synonymous with authentic self-expression), I would say, is undoubtedly the most important foundation for true satisfaction, so finding the easiest (or at least most effective) ways to increase discipline is of UTMOST importance, do you disagree?

Whenever we are not doing everything we can (outside of reasonable break time) to improve our lives (and those of others), we are by default engaging in awareness-lowering distractions. That does sound a little extreme, but it is unfortunately accurate.

Anyway, just read some of my posts and you may learn something good. That is all. Dismissed. Tenderly.